| hey all you hoes and bitches if you want to talk shit abouit me say it to my fucking face but ne ways im in kentucky and i met this guy name brent maries cuzin he is mad hot!!! lol ne ways i guess ill write back later
holler i love you |
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| hey yall today was Great just knind of acward!!! nick you are the awsomest person!! today i found somethign out about a gurl who rides my bus she cuts her wrist too she is in 7th grade im going to try to help her stop!! im going to be the friend she doesnt have im going to hang out with her and help her deal with her problems im going to see if i can bring her to god!!! liek my friend nick is going to help me!!! this little gurl to see her pain it hurts me it makes me want to cry!! she is so sad and she doesnt have anyone who understands her but i do she is beautiful on the inside and out and i want to show her this!!!! God please help me to make her feel loved!!! thanks every one i love you all so very much and it takes a real man to show he cares about a gurl who doesnt care about her self ------thanks nick------i am so great full for the things you say |
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| well i just told nick how i felt!!!! lets just say i might be ok!!! i have been cryign so hard ever since i wrote to him!!! i dont know whats wrong with me!!! my life has never felt like this not ever!!! now i just feel liek i dont fit in any where i mean look at my friends i dont even know which ones are real God what i would give up to have real friends i could hang out with !!!! all my friends seem to not liek me since i died my hair black which to me is rasist against blk haired ppl lol!!! and just cuz my hair changed doesnt mean i did!!! yall act like my feelings scar you well your lies scare me !!! i just need soem i can run to with all my problems!!! i dont have no one like that in my life!!! or at least not that im close to!!! its scary for me to want to fit in so bad that i would scrifice my life for it!!! i started smoking why to fit in i started doing drugs why to fit in!!! i started drinking why to fit in and now that im adictted to pot and cigarettes i dont fit in!!! i qiut smoking to day and i quit smoking pot too i finally relized it is bad for me!!!!why do i want to kill my self to make some one else happy!!! adn about the whole cutting my wrist thing i need to stop that to!!!! but it seems liek at one point it was the only thing that felt right since i didnt have any friends and no one to talk to!!!! i just need some help!!! i want to be more like the man upstairs then the pl around me well only one more thing to say!! nick- i dont want to date you to get closer to god i just want to be closer to you but i understand why you feel that way im just sorry!!!!!!!! *brittany* |
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| i need help so if you have any advice leave me a comment!!! what do you do when you like someone who doesnt know that u liek him and iof he did porbley wouldnt like you??? what do you do when he has friends who probley dont like you and you dont fit in to who they are and who they want to be? what do you do when every night you fall asleep crying because u have great feelings for this person but you know that you can never be in there life!!! what do you do if you like someone who is better then you???????
PLEASE HELP im stressin here!!!!!!!!
thanks brittany!
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